Thursday, 12 September 2013

2. Love Begins Here

so one sunday evening i go to U's home for asking about tuition.

"hey U there is a vacant seat in you tuition center?" i asked politely.

"yes! do you wanna join us?" U said in delight.

"yes! i was thinking about it, actually i don't have  notes and i haven't prepared yet for our coming exams"

" don't worry tomorrow you come to my home we will go together. okay?"

"thanks and sure! i gotta go take care!"

after our conversation i leave the house and go to home.


It is Monday evening. I'm little excited for our new tuition center and almost the tuition time is arriving. I heard that there are abundant girls in the tuition center.  it kills me really, I never go to the crowded place specially when there are girls. but I'm helpless i have to go no matter what will happen so i think that i will ignore the girls and concentrate only in study.

I first visit the U's home for tuition. she welcomes me and she says me to wait her. so i sit on the chair and waiting for her. after 20 minutes she comes outside the room and we immediately move to T's home. but thank god T does not say us to wait for 10 minutes. haha . girls why do they take so much time in make up?

we finally move to our destination i mean tuition center. it is my first day and I'm late 10 minutes.  i look all over, there are really an abundant girls compare to boys.  16 something students and only 4 boys its really not fair. but who cares i come her for study not for dating. so i sit on the corner of vacant bench. people are starting to stare at me like they are predators and I'm the only the food. i become more and more nervous plus shy when people stares at me. I thought of escaping from here and never come back but  bullshit exams suddenly come on my mind.

 It was really good experience with girls. first time i talked little a lot with girls. and i realized they are actually not bad but i still hate them no matter what.

with each passing day i become little closer to T and U. they become my friends. and it has been one month  i use to go daily in tuition with them. now I'm no more shy to them.  and i feel really good to know my breakthrough.




as usual, One evening i go to U's home for tuition.

" hey come outside we are going late. hurry up! girl"

" Hey You and T go to tuition okay?" she said in lower tone.

"whats wrong?" i said.

"nothing just I'm not feeling well enough. sorry!"

" no its okay! you take a good care of yourself okay!"  i said in sad sound. and i move to T's home.

actually i seldom talk to T. we are not so close like I and U.

"hey T are you ready?
 she is walking ahead of me and I'm behind her.


 

Wednesday, 11 September 2013

1. Star is Born

My mom told me that i born on 5th may 1994 in Itanagar. Itanagar, a capital city of Arunachal Pradesh. Very beautiful place. My mom says that i was 5 kg almost and very cute but i don't remember exactly because i was too young at that age. We moved to Changlang district and i completed my kindergarten at the age of 4. When i started to know everything i found myself in LIKABALI town (west siang dist) in the year of 2003.




Here the story begins...

"Wake up babu its already 8:00 in Morning," mom said in growling.

" Mom just two minutes more please"

"I said wake up otherwise you will late for your school." mom insisted.

" Mom why are you so heartless. I'm just asking you for two minutes."

This time i groaned to mom, and woke up  from the bed.
I"m already late for the school so i have no time for breakfast. i go to my friend's home. he has been waiting for me. he is looking little angry and disappointed.

"You again late, Try to wake up early in the morning dude"  he groaned.

*He is my good buddy and his name is malik. he does not like making friends randomly and he always watch cartoons and stay all day in home. a little bit boring type but still all of these i like him a lot and i love to enjoy his company*

This Morning we both late for the school so we decided to skip the classes and go to somewhere not related to school.  

"malik what day is today?"

"its friday but why are you asking?"

" lets go to satarday market there will be no population today" i said in excited sound.

" but there will be cautious if we go from main road to satarday market." saying in an offended tone.

"no Problem dude we will go from long way"

It takes around 45 minutes to reach the satarday market so we don't wanna late for it. we go to the satarday market from a long way. we reach in the meadow of satarday market but there is no suitable place in the meadow.  we have been looking for suitable place for take a rest and spend a day. so finally i see a tree middle on the field so we decide to take rest there on beneath the tree.

Today is a bright sunny day and It is really a beautiful day. fluffy white clouds and fluffy green grasses. birds are flying above. Butterflies are flying around us. It seems like we come to a heaven. The aroma of fresh flowers beckoning me towards the plants. There are many aromatic plants in the side of the field. I feel energetic and healthy.  we lay down on beneath the tree and it gives fresh and cold air.

"hey I'd like to come tomorrow again, would you?" malik asked.

" definitely! this place is so cool i don't want to sit in a boring class."


Its almost 2 :30 pm and I'm awfully hungry because i haven't ate anything in morning so we move to home.

with each passing day we daily come in meadow and skip the classes and it becomes our daily routine. It has been 3  months and our exams are coming nearer so we plan to take a tuition because we don't have notes.
But malik is two standard lower Than me so its the time comes to separate both of us. but it does not mean that we are not anymore friends just we don't go to a same tuition center.

My first duty is search a tuition partner so i can go with him but there is no classmate at my colony except T and U (sorry i can't mention the full names) they are girls and i really hate girls. I don't want to go with them because I'm a rather shy person and feel awkward in front of girls. They are not bad girls but its my problem that i hate all girls. I don't like to talk with girls and go with girls. i hate everything about girls, i hate how stupid they are, i hate the music they listen to, i hate how they follow all the latest fads without any real thought. But i mean i can't hate on a girl for just being dumb and simple minded, what bothers me is they never understand boys. i know i haven't met all the girls in the world to judge them? Most of them are exactly like what i said but the others are different.There's still a plenty of girls who could fit the characteristics i want. If one girl being bad, it doesn't mean the others too. but still i hate girls and i cannot help myself to like them. I guess these are the reasons that i never fall in love.

I know i know I'm stupid and these are what a stupidity. Thats why i never make a girlfriend...  day passes , exams coming nearer. It bothers me awfully even i become breathless and i know it will cope for me to cooperate with them. i have no choice so i finally have decided to to go with T and U.

Please read the next part :) Thanks for reading!